想飞到那最高最远最洒脱 ...

a memorable moment

2011-12-08T01:14:00.002+08:00

Winn : "---------------"
MyBoss : "Who say so?!"
Winn : "I say so.." :D

I love my boss and da way she smiles+laughs every time I reply like that as she asks me that Question. ♥
It's so delighted to see her innocent laughing.. :)
I love her so much, and love the way she cares... :)

Happy Birthday, my Beloved Sister!!!

2011-11-02T02:37:00.003+08:00

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I thought it was like just a few months ago that I wished & posted HPBD for Jie Jie's Birthday 2010.
How time flies!
Today's my beloved sister's Birthday 2011 again!!

*~*~*~*~*~Happy Birthday, sister!!! ~*~*~*~*~*
The one & only beloved elder-sister of mine :
- who scolded me if & when I did/behaved wrong,
- who urged me to walk with my head straight/up when my head was like down,
- who said that I'm very stubborn & didn't listen to her =p,
- who's concerned whenever I was sweating too much though it's usual,
- who's often ready to get mad with me =D ....
- who's........
....To Charlotte Jie Jie , my sister who possesses all these above-mentioned sweet memorable things...,
*~*~*~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY, sister!!! ~*~*~*

Wishing all your wishes & aims come true,
Wishing you be happy & healthy,
Wishing you have a great day there,
Wishing you have a more enjoyable year ahead,
Wishing you get all the best things you're trying to achieve!!
Once again, happy birthday...happy birthday, jie!

Love you & miss you...

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Why people wanna be curious and steal others' things?

2011-10-24T22:42:00.002+08:00

I really wondered why people are so eager to behave like a thief to get to know other people's things, and want to steal whenever they have chance...
I wondered it more when I moved to this Boonlay room...
The flatowner lady's man who is super curious of what we eat, what we buy, what we get, and always trying to have a stealing look whenever we are not around, and trying to use our things as soon as they have chance...
Are they that starving and that poor? I wondered...
But not every poor people have such minds... I am really surprised how come they have such a thief-behavior to browse through other people's things... haha... is it their nationality's nature??

Leo horoscope for Oct 22 2011

2011-10-22T23:54:00.001+08:00

Leo Oct 22 2011

A 100-year-old man recently became the first centenarian to complete a marathon - and at 26 miles, it was quite a run. The man took up running twenty years ago at an already advanced age after experiencing a tragedy.
Some might say he was running from a painful memory, while others would say he was running toward joy.
You have a choice today, Leo.
Something in your world hasn't gone as you hoped, and while it may not be a tragedy it is something you regret.
Find a way to turn it into a positive, and you will achieve something that overshadows your sorrow.

Leo Daily Horoscope for Android - 07 Oct 2011

2011-10-07T01:38:00.003+08:00

hmm... really???!!!
jie i miss you so... I hope & wish this horoscope for today comes true....

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Leo Oct 7 2011

You may feel that you haven't gotten the respect you've earned from someone who is important in your life. You've bent over backwards much of the time to please this person, or to help out whenever you were needed. Yet this individual doesn't seem to recognize how much you've done, and doesn't seem to notice the depth of your caring. That's how it appears, at least, but that's not how it is. Your loved one really does admire you and love you dearly, but isn't very good at showing it. It might help for you to express your feelings of not being appreciated, but most likely an upcoming event will finally give you the reassurance and validation you deserve.

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Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope.

(From Daily Horoscope for Android)

Sep 27 2011 - Leo Horoscope

2011-09-27T00:29:00.003+08:00

"...biting off more than you could chew would only weaken everything you're working on. Be sure the reward outweighs the risk before you say yes." ...... quote of the day!

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Daily Horoscope for Android
Leo Sep 27 2011

To do or not to do, that may be the question you are facing now, Leo.
There is a project you are considering, but you may fear that it could take up more time, energy, and possibly more of a financial investment than you are willing to take on.
You are wise to mull this over. Seek out feedback from wise friends and loved ones, and look for expert advice if possible.

You are already dealing with quite a few big responsibilities, and biting off more than you could chew would only weaken everything you're working on. Be sure the reward outweighs the risk before you say yes.

Sep 26 2011 - Leo Horoscope

2011-09-26T00:21:00.001+08:00

Didn't know what to say out after reading this, and just felt uneasy...
You know, even the horoscope is saying to walk away from you.....
Jie wo hao xiang ni...
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Daily Horoscope for Android
Leo Sep 26 2011

You aren't one to give up easily, Leo.
When the going gets tough, a Leo almost always gets going. Your perseverance and determination are legendary. You aren't easily knocked down. That's one of your many attributes.

But, at times, it is also one of your downfalls.
Sometimes you don't know when to quit. You don't know when your investment is being wasted. Right now you are pushing and working and choosing not to give up on a certain goal, but you have done all you can. It may be time to walk away from something that isn't giving anything back.

Wang Lee Hom & Jane Zhang - 另一个天堂 ( Ling Yi Ge Tian Tang )

2011-08-29T00:07:00.001+08:00

因为你而存在这一个天堂。。爱是直达的路线

因为你而存在这一个天堂。。只想陪在你身边。。。。。。

so sweet lyrics and what a beautiful song...!!
Love Zhang Jing Ying's voice too... :)
Been continually listening to this for these months.. especially these 2 weeks..

Leo Aug 16 2011 - Daily Horoscope for Android

2011-08-16T01:28:00.003+08:00

Amen to this...!
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Leo Aug 16 2011
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Why don't you go out tonight and make a wish on a star, Leo?
Or, maybe you should throw a coin into a fountain and picture what you want.
Better yet, make your wish as you blow out the candles on your birthday cake - after all, it is that time of year.

Actually, you don't have to do any of those things to make a special dream come true.
The universe is standing by like a magic genie, just waiting for you to ask for something very special that will make your life much better in some way.
Go ahead, believe in magic!

You'll be in my heart - Masayuki Sakamoto - Japanese Version

2011-08-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

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donna toki mo.... sou sa, You'll be in my heart....
kawaranu kokoro... itsu itsumade mo..... woooo wooooo
You'll be in my heart.... (itsumo kokoro ni....)
kimi no egao... (ikiteru)
kono mune ni.. (daite itsumo)....

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... The lyrics are so cute that I love it even more than Phil Collins' original...

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2011-08-15T01:32:00.001+08:00

....
2+6= 8, 1+7= 8, 8 = 8 , August = 8
A day, a year with ALL "8"s for me...
All the best, Winn!
Sheng ri kuai le,
in advance and... Cheers!

jie jie i miss you so much... i wished you were together with me...

I Miss You Like Crazy

2011-08-07T01:03:00.001+08:00

...
..when I think of you, I don't know what to do...
when will I see you again....?
I miss you like crazy... even more than words can say...
I miss you like crazy... every minute, every day...
(hao xiang ni...)
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" that's so cool :) "

2011-07-27T23:47:00.001+08:00

"that's so cool :) " said Jie Jie...
I felt so happy getting this from my beloved sister...
Thanks, sis... i think so too... hehe :)

I just couldn't stop smiling... I love my sister, and she can make me keep smiling! :)

Thanks, my dear sister, for making me keep smiling and happy with your words and care even though you are very busy...

Fool Again

2011-07-16T02:26:00.001+08:00

I should have seen it coming... I should have read the signs...
Anyway, I guess it's over......
Can't believe that I'm the fool again.... I thought this love would never end...
How was I to know ... You never told me..... ~
Can't believe that I'm the fool again... (but this should be the last time, huh... haha ~)
Can't believe that I'm the fool again......Fool again.....ooooh I was the fool again...~

Clenched Soul

2011-07-15T01:53:00.002+08:00

A nice yet sad poem I happened to read about one or two months ago...
Especially, when I read the red-colored lines, I couldn't stop but just happen to murmur along the words in sadness...
The poet did bring me from the start to the end with his composing...
Every single word is meaningful in this poem...
Don't you wanna try reading?!? Here it goes:

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Clenched Soul - Pablo Neruda

We have lost even this twilight.
No one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.

I have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.

Sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.

I remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you know.

Where were you then?
Who else was there?
Saying what?
Why will the whole of love come on me suddenly
when I am sad and feel you are far away?

The book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet.

Always, always you recede through the evenings
toward the twilight erasing statues.
-- Pablo Neruda
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14th July '11

2011-07-15T01:34:00.004+08:00

never more than a week, huh!? . . .
serious... it never lasts more than a week with u..
sadly, I've noticed, for more than 3 times already, that you NEVER made it last for more than 1week..
it is not a thing to be held and dropped down again & again whenever u wanna play...
this time i really give up... it's more than 3 times already...and i shouldn't be bothering you anymore since u have no will...
hao hao jiu bu jian... xiangnian ni ...

Safe

2011-07-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

we all fall down... we all feel down.... 'coz rainy days and summer highs..
the more we pray, the more we feel alive.....
if you've lost your way, i will keep you safe...
i will keep you safe......

Unforgettable Day: 07-07 '11

2011-07-10T21:24:00.004+08:00

" 07-07 " ... This year, double-seven day was a memorable one for me.. :)
Guess what! I got back contact with Jie Jie in the morning.. :)
I felt soooo glad to hear Jie Jie's voice on phone...
I thought she would be scolding me, but luckily she didn't... :)
Jie, you know how much I've been missing you....
Thanks Lord Buddha, and Thanks to my beloved sister Jie Jie for the get-back contact...
I felt so happy whenever I think about it...
We'll be staying in touch, sister!
I love my dear sister, because I have her - the one and only elder sister, in my whole life!!

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In a Drizzling Day... IMYS...

2011-07-10T21:12:00.002+08:00

..................................................imissyouso.......................................................
I try to read, I go to work, I'm laughing with my friends...
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking...('bout you......)

I wonder how... I wonder why... I wonder where they are...
The days we had...
The songs we sang together........
And oh..my Love, I'm holding on for ever..
I'm reaching for a love that seems so far........

So I say a little prayer... and hope my dreams will take me there...
where the skies are blue... where the fields are green...
To see YOU once again... My Love.....

To hold you in my arms...
To promise you, my Love...
To tell you from the heart.... "You're all I'm thinking of...." ..........

I'm reaching for a Love that seems so Far....

A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson's style

2011-07-07T02:42:00.002+08:00

Been in love so much with this song since long ago... and I still can't get tired of listening or singing it...these weeks, especially... Just wanna release out all the stress and all the bad moods away...
How I wished I could have a chance to sing like Kelly or Leona did on stage among Huge Huge Huge Crowd of audiences !!!

Felt Kelly's singing in front of me.... ( Her voice is so cute, cuter than Leona's version, though Leona's tone/voice accent may be admired more... )

Felt so excited and felt as if I were singing on stage... hearing those lyrics... entering ...not only into my ears.. but also into my heart....

~ ....Well, I may be dreaming, but till I awake, can't we make this dream last forever???...
and I'll cherish all the love we shared.........
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Some people wait a lifetime....for a moment like this......................
Could this be the greatest love of all......... ~

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this...
Yepp, I did, I do, and I will be, too...
For me - a moment of GREAT SUCCESS -- a moment like that.. when to come, huh?! Only Lord Buddha and the fortune creator will know!
In the meantime in this short life, let's go on enjoying music below, yes..?!
The tune is starting... Silence... and listen with your heart... Here it is.. A Moment LIKE This!

xiang nian ni

2011-07-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

jie, you know, i was missing you so this evening while i was having grilled fish and rice as dinner at Somerset...
i know that you used to have fish often as your dish for meals..

i just had to control myself not to fall tears of yearning, since it was a crowded place..
wherever, whenever, whichever, whatever -- there are coincident places, things, times, moments -- which always make me miss you deeply...
it's always called to my mind - those caring, happy moments with you when i was just staying like a small kid beside you...

i miss you so... how is everything with you? Don't stay so silent please... I miss you so... Don't get angry with me anymore...
I become a good girl now... Not a naughty kid anymore... I will listen to almost every word of yours... Please stop staying silent... wherever i go, i remember you so because everywhere i face, everything i see -- has something coincident that makes me see you in my eyes...
take good care, sister...

20 Memorable Moments - Part II

2011-07-04T00:05:00.002+08:00

Continued from Here (20 Memorable Moments)

#11

(30-Jun-2011)

Winn : "You told me that you've been ignoring me for long. Starting from today, you must not ignore me anymore, and you must take care of me....."
Boss : "Why must I take care of you?!?..."
Winn : "...because I am very Cute!..." :D
(hehehehehe... at that time I felt as if I were a small kid, and told her like that.. as soon as I was aware that I shouldn't say it out, it was too late... =D )

:D my boss laughed at me, too, instead of getting frustrated,
and told me that she wanna take skin to me ( like peeling onion?!? )... hehe..

And she asked me, "Don't you feel your cheeks red/Your cheeks don't become red... saying that..!?.." (I don't remember the exact words she said.)

hehehe... (I felt too shy only after she said so, realizing that I was too childish..)

She was so cute at that time..and I love her so...
I wished she would be in good-mood all the time, so that I can stay like a child beside her...
It is so warm - her words and caring - that I felt so touched and sometimes even felt so secured for a while as if somebody is rounding the whole me and no danger could reach to me...

Thanks my dear boss for bearing much patience and sharing her care to me...
Whenever this above moment and words came to my mind, I couldn't stop smiling even though previously I might be disappointed or downhearted with some issues...

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#12
I love my boss when she told me, " I will fry you alive... I want to boil you in hot water...!.." ... hehehe
because I knew for sure that she didn't really mean it, and just wanted to beat me with her words to me as (maybe..) I was a bit naughty to her... (^_^) =D

When I replied her, "eeeeeeee... I don't want to die now........", she laughed with a lovely smile - which I still see in my eyes... <3

Also, she is so lovely when she just pretends to be angry with me but not really, although she gave me a stern look and words... I couldn't help loving her so much when she started laughing after I smiled or laughed or replied /explained back the situation..
At such sweet moments, it's very hard to control myself not to show so much happiness, caring, & love to her -- since she is my Manager/ Boss, and she may think some bad way of seeing me and my love & attachment on her...

Her face was so cute, and her style, too, in my eyes...and it looked innocent and peaceful seeing her face+smile... :) It's really really super cute to see her laughing or smiling after talking that to me... Those few times, I wished I could stop the time and continue staying in that moment...
I know well that it is not good to depend on others, but at that time I wished and prayed if I would be able to stay like a child beside her as my aunt/mom...
Well, a dream is a dream.. It is not real, of course... But we still have the chance and right to do so, don't we?!

Once I happen to leave this team or place, I will definitely be missing her smile, caring, & words and those caring,memorable,sweet moments........

To Be with YOU...

2011-06-26T23:34:00.003+08:00

...

Love Wharton.. <3

An Unforgettable Evening at Office - 24th June '11

2011-06-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

24th June '11 Friday - 8 pm+

I love my boss so much this evening...
She was so cute, caring, and warm talking to me..
Her voice, as well as her face, was unbelievably so soft, and full of caring that I felt as if I was talking to my mom or my dearest Aunt...
I wished I could pause or stop the time and stay at that moment for long...because I felt so peaceful and delighted with her words, while being sad & guilty that I talked to her somehow rude way previous day...

I never thought she would be able to talk softly like that, because I always had to face just with her scoldings or shoutings to most people in the team...
(Except that - around 1 year plus ago, she said to me, "My dear girl,..." and explained some things...)

I will never forget that moment in the evening, and I will always remember her soft,caring, and kind words...
She told me some noteable things / sayings too..
Also, I wanted to cry when she replied me, "..It's ok lah.." when I apologized her for my way of talking being rude yesterday..

Too bad that we couldn't control the time as it moves on as usual...
Thanks to her for her warm words which made my worries and sadness go away from me at that time and the whole night...
I made up my mind to remind myself of that loving moment talking with her always, and decided:

not to argue or fight with her anymore,
not to talk back to her, even though I am right, when she is not in good mood and scolded to us, and
not to make her shy/ashamed among the crowd even when I see that she is wrong..

Thanks to my dear manager for that caring time you spent for me as I came to you..
That sweet moment, I totally forgot that I was in this HELL office...
Hope I'll have chance to pay back the gratitude I owe you...

( I missed Jie Jie so much, too, when I heard my boss' caring words, coz her words reminded me of those lovely moments together with my dear sister... Jie, I missed your caring times to me... Miss you so...... )

Walking In The Rain - A1 (Chipmunks version)

2011-06-25T22:30:00.003+08:00

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...of all we've said and done
Remains the memories of days.. when life was fun ...
But now when you are gone..... I sit alone to watch the setting of the sun...

Feels like i'm walking in the rain..
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
'Coz i need you to give me some shelter..
'Coz i'm fading away ~ ( - A1)

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Sitting by the window
Singing songs of love
Wishing you were here
Because the memory's not enough
Wear my mask in silence
Pretending i'm alright
If you could see then you would be
Here standing by my side

It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It may be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
'coz i need you to give me some shelter
'coz i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain

Every single hour
Of every single day
I need to cry, my eyes are dry
I've cried my tears away
Can't help but remember
How you made me feel
You dressed my soul and made me whole
You made my life complete

It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It may be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
'coz i need you to give me some shelter
'coz i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain

Of all we've said and done ...
Remains the memories of days
When life was fun
But now when you are gone
I sit alone to watch the
Setting of the sun
Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
'coz i need you to give me some shelter
'coz i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain...

I said, baby, i'm walking in the rain.....

月亮代表我的心

2011-06-20T01:15:00.003+08:00

你问我爱你有多深

我爱你有几分

我的情也真

我的爱也真

月亮代表我的心

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你问我爱你有多深

我爱你有几分

我的情不移

我的爱不变

月亮代表我的心

轻轻的一个吻

已经打动我的心

深深的一段情

教我思念到如今

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你问我爱你有多深

我爱你有几分

你去想一想

你去看一看

月亮代表我的心

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你去想一想

你去看一看

月亮代表我的心. . .

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with the whole heart, i love you this big

2011-06-13T04:33:00.003+08:00

insomnia... and feeling unwell..
i shouldn't have taken coffee.....
jie i miss you much... i love you this big...just the same as what Scotty sang in his song:
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I love you this big
Eyes have never seen... this big
No-one's ever dreamed... this big
And I'll spend the rest of my life
Explaining what words cannot describe but, I'll try
I love you this big.....

I'll love you to the moon and back
I'll love you all the time
Deeper than the ocean
And higher than the pines...
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張洪量- 你知道我在等你嗎?

2011-06-13T02:03:00.000+08:00

Short Diary - June 09, 2011

2011-06-12T23:23:00.003+08:00

June 09, 2011

I love my boss this evening.. =D
She was checking with me on the new project whether I got the logic well and going the right way or not...
Well, since I gave my own personal time at home at nights for studying this project, I wasn't patient to her any more and really got frustrated when she kept asking me like that.

Well, so I told her, "well, you can ask me and can test me to know whether I am going on the right way or not... you are very good in testing..!!"
hehe... I knew I shouldn't tell this to her but I was quite disappointed when she kept being suspicious on me and my brain and my personal-time-investment for this new project.

My boss replied nothing to me about testing, but she changed topic, saying ok..ok blah blah and we continued discussing about it...
( :D Thank you for bearing patience with me and my words...)

Then she also said (after my explanation), "..then you are doing on the right way lah!"
I told her, "ummmm... just now u know, huh?!! I got it right since the start!..."
:D she said, "um, this is just the start lah...!"
ok..ok...to save our time, I won't argue with you anymore, my dear boss...

keke... Thank you my dear Boss, who is always like a mom giving care to me, when her same-nationality Malaysian guys are not around..
(even though she's biasing to Malaysians for work-matters,)
I owe you for your personal scoldings which is for my own good.
Hope I can pay back when chances come...

I LOVE U PENN!!

2011-06-08T09:09:00.001+08:00

I love u penn! Wanna be with you asap...
Jenna will be very happy now to be with you... I wanna join her as well... M trying hard to be with you...
Together with Jie Jie, u r in my heart always, penn!
Love penn!!

Leo horoscope for Jun 7 2011

2011-06-07T01:38:00.001+08:00

For me to note..
It's from DailyHoroscope.
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Leo Jun 7 2011

Being kind costs nothing, Leo. You know this, of course, because you are frequently kind.
Some people don't "get" you though. Because you are so charismatic, so engaging, so... well, larger than life... some people don't fully understand just how generous and sincere you really are. There is someone on the periphery of your life now who would like to be more a part of it, but this person wonders if you are as wonderful as you seem, and may be too afraid or intimidated to approach you. If you are extra kind to this person, and you reach out in a gesture of warmth and friendship, you might just make another friend for life.

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yearning

2011-06-06T01:29:00.002+08:00

姐，我好想你。。。

两年了。。好久不见。。

其实。。两年的圣诞。。。我们真的不可以见面来圣诞吗？。。想念你。。

Some Prayers

2011-06-05T20:29:00.003+08:00

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For those who are interested in saying prayers.

Credit to http://theingara.blogspot.com
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I Love You This Big - Scotty McCreery

2011-06-05T01:30:00.001+08:00

The lyrics are just soooo cute... and Scotty's nicely singing style adds the song more alive...
Can't just stop listening to it... Below is the studio version.. Got it from Youtube.
Enjoy...

(Jie.., i love you this big... hao jiu bu jian...)

I know I'm still young
But, I know how I feel
I might not have too much experience
But, I know when love is real.

By the way my heart starts pounding
When I look into your eyes
I might look a little silly
Standing with my arms stretched open wide.

I love you this big
Eyes have never seen... this big
No-one's ever dreamed... this big
And I'll spend the rest of my life
Explaining what words cannot describe but, I'll try
I love you this big

I'll love you to the moon and back
I'll love you all the time
Deeper than the ocean
And higher than the pines.

Cause girl, you do something to me
Deep down in my heart
I know I look a little crazy
Standing with my arms stretched all apart.

I love you this big
Eyes have never seen... this big
No-one's ever dreamed... this big
And I'll spend the rest of my life
Explaining what words cannot describe but, I'll try
I love you this big

So much bigger than I ever dreamed my heart ever would
I love you this big
And I'd write your name in stars across the sky
If I could, I would

I love you this big
Oh, eyes have never seen... this big
No-one's ever dreamed... this big
And I'll spend the rest of my life
Explaining what words cannot describe but, I'll try
I love you this big

I love you this big
Oh, eyes have never seen... this big
No-one's ever dreamed... this big
And I'll spend the rest of my life
Explaining what words cannot describe but, I'll try
I love you this big

Quotable Speech (from Commencement Address at Harvard University)

2011-06-01T00:30:00.006+08:00

For me to keep it in mind, below are some quotable words from the speech at Commencement of Harvard University:

“If your dreams do not scare you, they’re not big enough.”

“The size of your dreams must always exceed your current capacity to achieve them. If you start off with a small dream, you may not have much left when it is fulfilled because, along the way, life will make demands on you."
( ~ Ellen Johnson Sirleaf - Liberia’s president)

Full Article here - A difficulty journey, a brighter future:

Leo horoscope for May 30 2011

2011-05-30T00:26:00.001+08:00

Leo May 30 2011

Your intuition may be telling you that something truly wonderful is about to happen.
You may have the feeling that your ship is about to come in, or a dream is about to become reality.

Even though your life may not be at a high point right now, and even though you could be struggling with a variety of pressures and worries, you can still tap into a glorious, peaceful, compelling sense of contentment about your future. Trust that feeling, Leo. No matter what you see with your eyes...no matter what is happening to bring you down - it is all about to change for the better.

Quote of the month

2011-05-29T23:31:00.002+08:00

" Life is too short to be traumatized by the relationships that are supposed to bring you support, love, and joy. "
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Leo horoscope for May 26 2011

2011-05-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

Leo May 26 2011

They say "no pain no gain" when referring to an exercise routine. But this slogan does not apply to relationships, Leo.
Yes, it's true that there is almost always work to be done to maintain a healthy relationship, but that doesn't mean you have to experiencing a lot of drama and pain as well.

If you are currently in a situation with a friend, lover, or family member that is causing you a great deal of angst, and if that's pretty much the standard operating procedure, then something is wrong.

Either work it out or get out - life is too short to be traumatized by the relationships that are supposed to bring you support, love, and joy.

MaHarMuNi Prayer

2011-05-27T03:08:00.003+08:00

Production Support Ladies and Shang Hai Branch

2011-05-08T17:30:00.004+08:00

I am really shocked to aware that our ProdSupport Ladies don't know ShangHai city belongs to China.... sigh...

They thought ShangHai city branch is for KOREA ... and contacted me as I am the issue-contact point for the Korea Branch (since KR Prj was handled by me)..... So fun...

For sure, this city-names knowledge will NOT be "taught" by Prj Mgrs or Team Leads..
No one will have time to teach such general knowledge...

I am advising my Manager to teach them to memorize City & Country Names of ALL branches of the Bank...

Really wonderful that they still don't know the City & Branch names and Countries even though they have been working for the bank support around ONE Year already......

At first, I thought they purposely, intentionally disturbed me for the weekend...
But later on, I got to know that they really don't know at all that ShangHai belongs to China....
And they think ShangHai is a City in Korea...

Why are you so smart, Prod Suppt ladies?!?

If I were the Management of the Bank, I would definitely be disappointed that the Vendor ProductionSupport team don't even know my Company's bank-branches....
Sigh.. Sigh.. Sigh..

This Prd Suppt team gives our DevelopmentTeam various tastes about their ability....

Peaceful Sunday

2011-05-01T23:23:00.003+08:00

Today is a peaceful Sunday!!

11:10PM -- Just finished my very late dinner -
Tom Yam Noodle Soup with Fish balls (with minced chicken inside), and my handmade minced pork balls!! wooo.... Yummy!!!!

Missing my boss as I am having tom yam soup... as I notice that she is the one who loves Tom Yam soup ( and other soups) as much as I do...!!!

I happened to send a greeting sms to her as I remembered her while having the soup...
Unexpectedly, I got her reply although it is short!! :) :)) so happy!
At the same time, I missed Jie Jie so much... I wished Jie Jie would be as flexible as my boss...
In case I happened to sms Jie Jie that I miss her, I would just get a shouting reply from her or just got more frustraton from her rather than a reply..

No matter how, you're my beloved sis.. Remember you too.. Take care sister..

For me to note ... for me to keep on

2011-04-26T02:37:00.002+08:00

Aim well, aim high.
Believe in yourself.
Promote your self-confidence to the best.
Analyse your dreams and push yourself so that dreams do come true.
Don't waver; don't be silly.
Be more active; let your aims and dreams be in your mind all the time.
Move on... Move forward... Keep on...

Cheers,

The More Loving One - W.H. Auden

2011-04-16T01:09:00.005+08:00

" If equal affection cannot be,

Let the more loving one be me. "

What a lovely couplet of the great poet Auden...
Aware this poem in my favorite author/novelist Juu's latest novel "Let the more loving one be me"...
The more I read it, the more I like the poem...

Love, loving kindness, affection -- those we put on our beloved people --- As names differ, those untouchable emotions and feelings can't be the same either.
That couplet beautifully mentions, he wants to love more than his beloved person loves on him.
It's cute thinking that one loves you more than you do, isn't it?! :)
I can't stop loving this couplet poem as well as Juu's novel...
Here it goes -- The more loving one.
Enjoy reading, enjoy murmuring!

Have a great weekend everyone.
Cheers.

P.S. Jie Jie I remember you so much...

The More Loving One -- W.H. Auden

Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.

How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.

Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.

Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total darkness sublime,
Though this might take me a little time.

1957

Wystan Hugh Auden
1907-1973

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I Do Apologize - Aung La (ေတာင္းပန္ပါတယ္)

2011-03-31T00:20:00.001+08:00

"Seeing a shadow -- yet it wasn't you...
O is everything over?
Could we start it new from the start again?...
Oh..I do apologize if I did something wrong...
I wished I could hear your words as usual ....
I'd beg your pardon to let me love you like before...
Oh...I do apologize if I actually did something wrong...

...
ohh.. I'm alone again... without you in my life... ohh...
"

The song - lyrics plus melody - were just so nice that it brought me with the words and meaning till the end...
What a sorrowful song...

Difficult to..

2011-03-28T00:32:00.004+08:00

It's quite difficult to wake up those who've kept pretending in deep sleep...
jie..now I give up waking u up to see the truth and to be considerate...
stay as u wish..
i give up at all trying to wake you up and open your eyes... since you purposely close the eyes tight..
no matter how.., take care of your health and everything..
wish you happy and success as always...
mei tian mei tian wo zhen tai xiang ni jie..

安静- Jay Chou Jie Lun (周杰伦)

2011-03-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

An Jing -- Composed/Sung by Jay Chou...

Nice yet sorrowful lyrics.. Slow, easy-listening melody...
Been into this song again...

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian

睡著的大提琴
shui jiao de da ti qin

安靜的舊舊的
an jing de jiu jiu de

我想你已表現的非常明白
wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai

我懂我也知道
wo dong wo ye zhi dao

你沒有捨不得
Ni mei you she bu de .... Ohhhhhh....

你說你也會難過我不相信
ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin

牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin

希望他是真的比我還要愛你
xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni

我才會逼自己離開
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai

Chorus

你要我說多難堪
ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan

我根本不想分開
wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo

我沒有這種天份
wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen

包容你也接受他
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta

不用擔心的太多
bu yong dan xin de tai duo

我會一直好好過
wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo

你已經遠遠離開
ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai

我也會慢慢走開
wo ye hui man man zou kai

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni

我真的沒有天份
wo zhen de mei you tian fen

安靜的沒這麼快
an jing de mei zhe me kuai

我會學著放棄你
wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni

是因為我太愛你
shi ying wei wo tai ai ni

安靜的沒這麼快

我會學著放棄你

是因為我太愛你. . . . . . .

Down with Flu..

2011-03-15T08:52:00.002+08:00

Cold and whole body ache.. Too bad.. :(
Sneezing.. and aching hands,arms... headache...
When rain comes, when flu season starts, it's very bad for me...coz normally I starts catching cold and flu, or if someone at office starts spreading flu, I always easily get such virus spread...
sheesh...
so aching pain and headache and sleepy...
Gonna sleep again...
Flu flu, go away from me quickly!

Unhappy Environment, unhappy state

2011-03-07T23:39:00.002+08:00

Been in a bad environment, and in unhappy, disappointed mood...
Need a way to come it over..
Severe headache... severe unhappiness...
and Jie I remember you a lot.. Severe heartache...

Need to attempt for a better place..
No matter how, never do bad things back to bad-minded people.
What we do in present will be come what we receive in future or next life.
Hence, always try to be good, or at least stay neutral..!
You yourself know the truth, Lord Buddha knows it, too. At least there are two people who know the truth..

Cheer up;
cheers!

Rude Flat-owner family...

2011-03-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

Very frustrated when flat-owner's rude..

They(maybe the daughter) broke my coffee mug into pieces this morning...
Yet they didn't apologize at all... haha...
The lady just posted a note..and a cup..and broken glasses...

So disgusting...

Cherry & I bought those 2 same mugs to use the same style...
But now mine is gone..... sheeshh!!

Why that nationality people are either rude, or thief-behavior, or lower-minded??!!
Strange...

Miss you, sister!

2011-02-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

Jie.. how are you doing?
Long long time no seeee..
I believe thing're going well with you.
Don't be so silent, and stay in touch please..
Miss you sis..

Thief existing in this current flat I stay

2011-02-19T00:30:00.008+08:00

It's very disgusting to aware that there's a thief in the current flat I am staying in.
It's not the other but the flat-owner lady's fiancee/ second-husband.
Actually, the flat-owner lady seems inquisitive but good-minded, so it's fine with me and my friend.
But the problem here is that the flat-owner's second-husband is a "thief"...
Haha, fun...
He tries to inquisitive all the things we own..
Those put outside our room, those food put in fridge, those in the kitchen room -- all are stealingly browsed through thoroughly while we are not around.
That's their chance, you may say.. Of course, yes.. those things we put outside are out of our control.

But what's more, he often tried stealing in coming into the room while we are not around, and searched around/ browsed around and touched all the things...Even those things in the plastic bags and seems like he also stole searching in by opening all my luggages in the flat.

Last two days ago, he's at the room (seems on leave) when I left home to go to work.
After a few stations I've passed via train, my Yahoo! messenger in my phone was signed out,
as my account was logged in the other machine.
Damn thief guy in the flat, not only steal things in the room, but also stealingly opened my laptop and logging in the accounts again.
That's really out of the law already.
Currently, I need a video camera to put in my room, to catch the thief, and send to the necessary guards/police stations.

I will try to discuss with the lady first, but the lady also won't admit her man's thief behaviour for sure.. haha
So, my friend and I finally decided to search for rooms outside, and to move out soon...
If continue staying here, all the things in the room will be gone bit by bit, by weekly stealing behavior of the thief - the owner lady's second-husband or boyfriend.

Not only stealing, they two also often gossip in their Tagalog language...once after they try to be curious/take a look of our things/dishes/books/clothes..etc.
Some times will be ok, but since everyday...it's really lower-standard behavior...
Haha.

Why most of that nationality people has such thief behavior?
At office, too, some people who just came to work from that country are very lower-minded and very thief-behavior, trying to steal my snacks and things whenever I am not around, and whenever other ladies are not around at their desks..
It's really strange that nationality mostly are thieves...

One more thing...
I pity the lady's daughter who needs to stay in the same room with that thief guy, ie her stepfather.
Too bad, kid.. Pity her and pity her situation...

Can't Believe.. Still I couldn't believe.

2011-02-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

Still can't believe.. I still can't believe.
That's very childish thing, and also very unfair.., Jie..
I still can't believe you really did it.
What's wrong with me and my words?!
As a younger sis, couldn't I show you my care and concern?!
There's nothing wrong with me, and
You could have told me if you see something wrong.
But now..
Anyhow, what's done is done. We can't wail over for long...
Whatever the situation, you are my only elder sister.. and no one can change it -
no one can change my respect and love on my elder sister..
Jie wo hao xiang ni.. wo zhen hui xiang ni...

Hate this February...

How Could I Know

2011-02-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

An old but sweet song from more than a decade ago - which I've been listening continually for 3 weeks+ ....

In teenage days, I felt this song a bit simple yet noisy... But now, been into it so much...

Have a try, too!

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HOW COULD I KNOW - Trademark

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I never wanted to fall again

My heart was wounded

From where I'd been before

Then I saw you

I was determined not to feel a thing

Not let it touch me or ever hurt me again

Then I saw you

How could I know

When I saw you

Every thought that I had about love

Would finally come true

How could I know

You'd change my world around

It's all brand new

Since I saw you

I noticed you from across the room

All of my fears disappeared from view

When I saw you

My hearts skipped a beat when I took that first step

I had to touch you before my next breath was through

When I saw you

How could I know

When I saw you

Every thought that I had about love

Would finally come true

How could I know

You'd change my world around

It's all brand new

Since I saw you

How could I know

When I saw you

Every thought that I had about love

Would finally come true

How could I know

You'd change my world around

It's all brand new

sun's shining through....

it's all come true....Since I saw you

Since I saw you.......

The Great Shwedagon

2011-02-15T17:43:00.002+08:00

I feel very glad and proud of being a Myanmar citizen whenever I reach The Shwedagon and pay homage.
Some shots below were taken by me during my visit back to Yangon.

Not fair..

2011-01-24T23:13:00.003+08:00

Jie Jie you are not fair... Not fair at all.
When I uploaded and shared our pictures, you told me not to upload nor share except group photos.
But when some other person shared today, you never told and you let it share...

You're not fair at all...

Happy New Year 2011!

2011-01-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!!!!

Have a wonderful & successful year ahead to all!

有没有一首歌会让你想起我 - 周华健

2010-12-31T23:48:00.001+08:00

Is there a song that makes you think of me??!...

One of my favorite songs... Like it so much...

Goodbye, 2010! and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!

2010-12-31T19:57:00.002+08:00

Last day of 2010!
How time flies!
So headache since last night...
Could be due to worries.. Also caught in rain this afternoon...

Feel too tiresome & unhappy in the current job this whole year...
Hope & expect to achieve a better job in coming new year...
Nevertheless, this job has made me more resistent & got the knowledge that I need to be careful as there are many bad-minded, ill-minded people in the world, especially Vendor IT Company environments...

By the way, Jie Jie, I remember you a lot...
How're you doing? Think you're having a wonderful time back home with your family...
Happy New Year, charlotte jie jie! miss you...

Miss the uni days in Taung-ngu.. Peaceful days except the concerns on lessons & exams...
Year 2001 through 2004...

A student's life is still better always...

Whatever, whatever, I do expect a better and smarter 2011... for you, for myself, and
for people all over the world! ... Amen...

3.... 2... 1.... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Happy Birthday, Jie Jie!

2010-11-02T01:30:00.002+08:00

02-Nov-2010

Happy Birthday, Dear Sister!!!
Many happy returns on this special day and always..

Wishing you have a calm and enjoyable birthday!
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY, Jie Jie!!!
Happy Birthday to you, Charlotte..

Cheers!!!

Raw Translation of Minn Khite Soe San's Myanmar Poem

2010-10-07T23:41:00.001+08:00

Just a piece of raw translation by myself.

SOLO people

2010-09-20T23:27:00.003+08:00

Finally, all are working SOLO,
and no team-work, no team-spirit.
They know only how to make ill of others...

Need a selfishless, un-biasing, management-level co-ordinator who could control this scattering & miserable situation...

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

2010-09-12T13:30:00.001+08:00

The lyrics are very nice... so is the melody, too...
Been continually listening to this song for a few weeks ...
One of my fav songs among all of LeeHom's songs...

Food Robbers or Thieves ...

2010-09-12T13:14:00.003+08:00

Weekend's so short..
Tomorrow, will be bak to place where food-robbers/thieves exist..
Hate this place so much whenever i remember previous place where no one had an idea to steal food...
Anyhow, after staying here 1 year, I know well to control my lazy habit, and to Keep my food in Drawers ...

I've been really surprised by their stealing and begging behaviour, whenever they see some food or snacks in a person's desk/hands... And often many evenings, after the lady beside me went back home, if there's some food left, they always came and ate her food.. even they smiled at me with the look that she will just think of me when she would see her food missing next day...

I never thought I would meet such kinda thieves in IT environment in this life.....

August again!

2010-08-05T01:27:00.003+08:00

A year older again!
Going to be 25 soon... How time flies!

This Monday when I got back to work, came to know that Vietnam Project Go-Live/production Date is my bday... Geeeeezzzz... Too coinciding!! :(
My wish to take Unpaid-leave on that day has just to be cancelled......

BTW, Jie Jie, I remember you so...
Believe you'd be busy, too...
Take care and eat well...
Miss you so, sister...

Race Against Cancer - 04 July 2010

2010-07-08T21:40:00.005+08:00

Some pictures taken along the way while walking(running)....

07-07

2010-07-07T00:04:00.001+08:00

Quote:
"Every action in our lives touches on some chord that will vibrate in eternity.
~Edwin Hubbel Chapin. "
End Quote.

姐我好想你。。。
姐我好想你。。。
姐我好想你。。。
姐我好想你。。。
姐我好想你。。。
姐我好想你。。。
姐我好想你。。。
姐我好想你。。。
姐我好想你。。。
姐我好想你。。。
姐我好想你。。。
jie wo hao xiang ni...
jie wo hao xiang nian ni.....

jie ...

2010-06-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

Jie wo hao xiang ni...
Jie wo hao xiang ni...
Jie.....I miss you so....
Missing other seniors, too.....
Jie wo hao xiang ni....
Ni bu yao sheng qi wo ba, hao?!!

20 Memorable Moments

2010-06-25T01:32:00.008+08:00

While the workload is high and my brain is fiery due to many things to do and note, it's really stressful as well as unhappy in the environment where people are just jealous, and keep on gossiping, and act like thief-behavior when there are chances for them to do so. I keep on missing my previous seniors who are very good-natured or good-minded.
In this place like hell, my manager is the one who can make me smile or laugh (except the scolding and shouting times...) and make all the sadness and unhappiness go away whenever she has time for me. In this note, I am going to record down some sweet and relaxing moments with her. In case we would have to face the parting in life's changes, these sweet things will always be clinging in my heart..... (Excluding the scoldings and Shoutings!)

Thanks, Boss, for all the time, care, fun, safeness and support you've provided me - without which I would never be able to stay stable and firm like this while many competing and gossiping people are surrounding me. (Excluding the SHOUTINGs and Scoldings,...)
OK, let me recall back the pleasant times... 3..2..1... GO!~

#1
PM : "Winn, you owe me one thing, right? Am I right?"
Winn: "Uh.. huh… no… I think I've already done everything… umm…?"
(thinking in my mind: umm I have done all the tasks from her, I think… Now is only my other tasks left… umm do I still owe her something?... umm.. I think no lah… umm how… how...??)
"I think you still owe me something…" she said again.
Winn: "er…um… m.a.y. b.e …. I am also thinking…." ( I think I had been thinking till my face wrinkled so much…)
PM: "You owe me ONE Million dollars! Hahaha "… ( others also laughed.) She's smiling and laughing at me! :D
Winn: " um…ah… aww……..."
She interrupted the conversation, "yes yes, please give back one million dollars… Please!"… she laughed with a big smile… I loved her so much and felt peaceful whenever she smiled like that - a very sincere and familiar plus warm smile ...

#2
Winn : "PM, I need some info for this report. Think I need to check with user – which product/code they need for Korea… It's different code from the one that's used in UK.."
PM: "ok, ah then you can check in KR db with UK sample info right… can check by xxx and xxx ..xxx "
Winn: " ya ya… I've already checked.. couldn't find there… I also know that you would ask me to check so… >.<"
PM : "ya lah, then you become smarter lah." ( she's smiling/laughing at that time.)
Winn: "ummmm… not that I become smarter. I am always Smart!! >.<" Only after saying so, I suddenly aware that I shouldn't tell such words in front of Boss, but it already went out from my mouth... :D :( But to my delight, and surprise, she's just smiling/ laughing… That's one of the reasons I love and respect her... She's very understandable and not-sensitive, as well as very good-natured. [Of course, those scolding times are exception.. hehehe]

#3
PM: "Winn, you know the issue from XYZ - yesterday's email..? when you asked me, I told you that I'd explain tomorrow. You remember, right?"
Winn: "Yep, I know.. it's here…" ( saying so, I was about to turn back to my laptop.)
She prevented me from going back to screen, "Wait… don't go back to your email. Tell me what is that issue about. I want to test whether you remember or not."
( hehe.. That's one of the cutest things I love her. She's good in testing whether a person is lying or not! I love that skill so much!! )
Winn: "Ya lah, it's about IMEX ----------- , right?" ... I replied.
:) She smiled, saying ok / right... (She's satisfied that I really remember the issue. hehehe Bravo, Winn!!! ;p)
Then, together facing to my notebook screen, she explained this and that to me about that issue.
After that, she asked me whether I got her points.
I felt I understood, but also felt not 100% fully, and at that time I also wished to make her angry. hehehe
So I replied, "Yes, I understood 90%."
Since most of the time she said she knew and could read my mind, I think at that time also she knew that I purposely answered her like that. :D She replied,
PM: "OK, I am glad and satisfied.... that I got 10% discount!!" .... ( hehehe)
Winn: "uhhhh...."
hehe, since I wished her to get angry with me, when she replied so like above, my mouth became open, and I couldn't say anything... hehe
She laughed at me...and the one beside me also laughing at this situation. :D

#4
I was asking with her from various points about a thing - while some other ppl are around us, too.
Finally she said, "Well.., Winn, you were asking me, so I was answering... But you are verifying with me for confirmation for that."
Winn: "Hmmmm... whenever I didn't check with you, you always told me why I never checked. When I checked, you also told me... >,< " ( I realized I shouldn't say that though it is the truth, but it's late already, I have said it out from my tongue! ) My manager smiled, and trying to control not to laugh, she said, " Ya lah, then I answered lah..." hehehe... thanks, boss, for understanding and bearing with my words. If I were in the place, I might have got angry for it....? Hmm don't know... I wish to get all her skills - EXCEPT the scolding skills.

#5
One of the cute things I love :D -
She always used to say " Winn, you are really testing my patience.....Winnnnnnnnn" :D :D
" Dont' make my life difficult lah..."

#6
one of the words she used to tell me,
" I know you very well lah... You did that way right... / You did right? You changed it in that way..." and so on...

#7
I still remembered that day. It was 31st of May 2010 morning at ofc.
Previous Saturday evening(29 May) was Adidas Sundown Marathon run.
I sent email to her that I could finish and got the finisher(10-km) medal. hehe
Also I happened to tell her that I reached there about 40 minutes ++ late... hehehe..
So, at Monday morning, when she came to our cubis, and talked about tasks, and
after that, she told me, "I don'tt reallly understand you.. whyyy you reached there late... Since you intended to run, why couldn't you go there in time?!!"
hehe... it's so cute of her...that she cares and concerns about these things of me too... I felt so peaceful, while getting scolded..
Then, I had to explain her that I was not late,
but there's only one or two shuttle bus to the running place (changi).
And also had to tell her that there's so long long queue, and many people even reached quite later than I did... :D
Only then she commented, "oh.. it's the arrangement..." etc...

#8
My ofc phone rang one morning. It's my manager, telling me "Winn, check-in your script... Put it back in place." She needed it for checking at that time.
Ok, I will... I replied.
Afte that, I tried to connect the server, but strange my laptop was very slow, and I was calling many other windows too.
Around 5 minutes plus later, my phone rang again... I knew that it would be her call again, to ask for the code to put back.
When I answered hello, I heard her saying " Miss)))...."...
At that time, the server window also appeared and able to put back, so
while putting the file back, I replied at once, "Done..done..I've checked in.. You can take it..."
:D :)) I guessed she wished to laugh or smile, as I knew her well and replied at once even when she couldn't say anything, but calling me "missssss...." .
With laughing/smiling voice, she replied, "Thankssss..." and hang up the phone.
:)) Early morning, I couldn't stop smiling, hearing her smiling voice though including only one word: "thanks"...
:) I felt so glad that I was able to make her smile.... And also felt glad that she aware that I knew her well.... :)) It's so cute and lovely of her...

#9
May be it is coincidence... but I often noticed that
whenever my face becomes clumsy due to stress, or anger to surrounding people,
if she passes by me or talks to me about tasks status and saw my clumsy and bad face,
(if she is not too rushing or not too busy, ) she almost always tried to talk about funny things or jokes or relaxing words, and always made me smile or laugh out loud...
Mostly, in those situations, I couldn't help but just become smiling or laughing.. and finally I became he-he-he state.. :D :D :D :)
Maybe it is coincidence that she just talks to her team members as usual to relax or take a rest, but
for me I really appreciate her for that cute help...which always lightens my drowsy or sad and stressed mind to be free from anxieties and anger - at least for a short while ... :)

#10
Once, I was asking some things in details which we haven't yet known...
PM: "Well..,Winn... don't ask me... I also don't know. I can't tell you either.
If I were a fairy, I would be able to tell you... But I am not a fairy either, so I can't tell you."

:D :D Then, I replied, "Well, if you're a fairy, you won't be here, too." hehe..
She was smiling and laughing when she heard me say...
Thanks boss, for allowing us the flexibility in talking - which many bosses CAN'T provide at all!
I just simply love her as my parent...

************************************************
OK... become lazy right now... I will continue writing later...
Stay tuned!

Winn Mar Saw
09 June 2010

Updated (#7,8,9) - 25th June 2010

01:32 am

Quote

2010-06-25T00:40:00.001+08:00

" Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. ~Kay Knudsen " ...

cool...
Jie wo hao xiang ni......

take it easy!

2010-06-22T22:52:00.001+08:00

No matter how hard you try, one who just browse for your fault or weakness will surely do find it out.
:) yeah..... That's life. That's what's called 'human' ...
Take it easy, Nge! Don't try that hard...
You can't please her - if she just sees your weakness or bad views only...
Sometimes I am really sick and sad that you just see my bad things and why you never see my good points and skills, though you often used to say that you know me too well... :) Yes, you just know me too well on what are my weak points...... :) sigh.... but S-M-I-L-E! Nge, it's not that worth to suffer that much... Smile... keep on smiling.....

Crazy for Samsung i9000 Galaxy S

2010-06-12T01:40:00.005+08:00

Currently, I deadly deadly want this Galaxy S i9000....

Crazyyyyyy!!!!

I damn want it!!!!!!!

Star-Lover - Raw Translation

2010-06-07T01:14:00.001+08:00

Credit to Original Myanmar Poem Owner ShwePyiThu @ www.shwepyithu.com .

王光良+江美琪對你有感覺

2010-06-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

To become as perfect as possible . . . . .

2010-06-02T00:14:00.005+08:00

If u r 100% perfect, you will be totally away from her scoldings plus blamings...
Try it, Nge Nge! YOU can do it... Try to drive away all the remaining stupidity existing in yourself..
After all gone, u will not be the culprit or accused person anymore, no matter how she gets angry and look for a person to scold or blame.....
Totally sick of myself this evening for my being stupid to become the special person again...
Need to try harder.... Never give up.....
Don't lose your way, with each passing day.....
You've come so far, Don't throw it away.....

Adidas Sundown - 10km - 29 MAY '10

2010-05-30T01:51:00.001+08:00

In the blink of an eye - A Teens

2010-05-23T17:58:00.001+08:00

When you turn around,
All the tears will dry
Whatever was lost will be found
In the blink of an eye...
When you're losing ground
...Hold your head up high
Whatever was lost will be found
In the blink of an eye...~

手牵手 - Shou Qian Shou

2010-05-23T15:26:00.002+08:00

手牵手我的朋友

爱永远在你左右

不要再恐惧绝不要放弃

这一切将会度过

因为你和我才有明天的彩虹...

手牵手我的朋友..

爱永远在你左右......

shou qian shou.. wo de peng you....

....~

a very fantasitic and great song - written by my beloved Wang Leehom & Jay Chou....

Sung by various TW Singers....

It's so cool... whenever wherever I listen to it......

so nice....

Enjoy!

( yin wei ni he wo....cai you ming tian de cai hong.....shou qian shou wo de peng you...)

手牵手 - Shou Qian Shou

2010-05-23T15:26:00.000+08:00

shou qian shou.. wo de peng you....

....~

a very fantasitic and great song - written by my beloved Wang Leehom & Jay Chou....

Sung by various TW Singers....

It's so cool... whenever wherever I listen to it......

so nice....

Enjoy!

( yin wei ni he wo....cai you ming tian de cai hong.....shou qian shou wo de peng you...)

Adidas Sundown Marathon

2010-05-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

nice bib number... :)

我在那一角落患過傷風

2010-05-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

so sweet .....

the voice plus background melody/tune - it's just so perfect....

enjoy!

Compete Clean & Fair ! - How and When Liars can be aware of this.

2010-05-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

"Winn,for Factoring testing, you need to EXPORT Taiwan SIT DATABASE by Partition(March data) and IMPORT into Korea Database.."
said Boss;

Continuously, she said,
"LL,AD, you send the script to Winn - the script which Ranjo(senior) shared to you.."

They nodded to Boss.

After a while, the guy who directly got the script from senior came to me - asking that
- why I want that script,
- is it for my learning purpose, isn't it?
- I want to study isn't it?
- and I don't need to do EXPORT as they have already done it,
- so he WON'T be sharing the EXPORT script to me, and will just share the IMPORT script.

I already told him that Boss asked me to do EXPORT DB and IMPORT (by Partition),
and I requested him that I'd like to get BOTH scripts - so please send to me...
He's repeating that he will talk to Boss, and I don't need the script,
I requested him again to send those two scripts please, and I want to get them... ( it IS NOT their own creation, and they also got it from Senior..)
He said OK OK unwantedly, and went back to his cubi...

Some time passed by...
No email from him ... ( Pls note that they already have the script in their hand.. NOT that they lost..)

Mgr came to me and asked whether I have been doing EXPORT or not, and got the script.
I replied "NO.Haven't got the script yet."
Then she went to that two unwilling-to-share people and talked a few minutes, and she left through me saying that they will give.

Then, that jealous and hiding guy AD came to me, asking to come to his desk - saying that he wants to "BRIEF" me - for those script, so that NOT ONLY for Taiwan, But also for other countries I can use - and saying that he WANTS TO EXPLAIN to me. I know the EXPORT/IMPORT commands already.
I just want to know "which tables and which things need to be exported and which need to be excluded.. and also partition. that's all...I can understand the script if I get it.." Then he is insisting to come to his place - saying again that he wants to EXPLAIN me...
So funny, AD! I am really surprised your "Liar" mind and "Unwilling-to-share" mind today...
In case you die right now, you will die with "Sin" - which is lie...
We are same age, and You are 2 months older than me...
If you want to compete, and If you want to be better than others, you can COMPETE CLEAN.

After I asked again and again to SEND The script, he went back unwillingly and saying again that he will send to me...!

Then, soon after I got his email, he came to me again - smiling and asking that "Winn, you got any difficulties or not!" ... so funny,guy,... it seems that you don't know EXPORT, IMPORT command before???
We just need to know which tables which types need to be exported and which not to... If we see the scripts, we should be able to know...
And he kept on talking to me - smiling and asking continuously whether I understand or not - while I am reading the script...
And also he tried to prevent me - the possible questions I could go and ask to Senior ... saying the questions himself and saying that he had already asked senior, senior is NOT sure, either....!
Hey man, what if I go and ask Senior again!?!
This is not the first time he prevented me...
Mostly, when I was about to ask to one senior, he always tried to prevent me from asking - with as many possible ways as he can...
You know yourself, AD...

Why you are so good at pretending at once?!??
After he's aware that I told Boss that I haven't got the script, he tried to hide his bad mind and unwilling face at once, and pretended his face...
So funny, so easy to pretend, huh!?
I remembered once he told me that even same age, I got M.Comp and he got Bachelor...
If you feel jealous, why you asked me about my degree?
I never started to tell what are my degrees...
It is you who asked me what degree I got - what major...
If you know yourself that you feel jealous easily, then you shouldn't ask since the start..
If you also want, you also try...
AT Work - whether bachelor degree or masters degree - It DOESN'T matter.
What matters is to try as we can.

I don't know whether my Boss knows this "pretence" and "unsharing"...
If I did something wrongly in the scripts or codes, she always scolded me "Loudly" that even the whole 6th Floor knows my name very well...
"Winn" is very popular through out the whole C-6 ... Huh!
Famous Winn... hahaha :(
If she did know his unwillingness and unsharing mind,
I really wondered why she never told him that he shouldn't put his mind, but just staying silent??
Even when she always scolded me loudly if I was a bit slow in something typing - or if I happened to type something wrongly in front of her!!!
I don't mind her scoldings, since those scoldings have made me "a better and better person both in mental as well as in working here in front of her.."
But I really wondered and felt surprised why he is super lucky that Boss (- who is normally smart in examining people's minds - ) is never aware of...

I know one Chinese Proverb/Saying - which goes as follows:

Good will be rewarded with good and evil with evil; it is only a matter of time.
(In Mandarin :: " 善恶到头终有报，只等来早与来迟； " )
When is the time for those Evils? When is the time ?? W-H-E-N ???

Oh yeah, by the way, here is the script which was provided by Senior and which they don't want to share...
If we see just this below script, we can do the following import & export scripts by ourselves - for whichever DBS Country Branch it is - be it Korea, India, China and so on...
It's so easy......... I wondered why he wanted to hid and lie and pretend as so difficult... I know his brain is not that stupid to call it difficult.......
Why people tried to lie as much as they can???

----------------------
---Use the below to get all the March data and base table
----------------------
select distinct segment_name||case when partition_name is not null then ':'||partition_name end ||',\'
from user_segments
where segment_type not like '%INDEX%'
and nvl(partition_name,'MAR10'

) like '%MAR%'
union all
select distinct segment_name||case when partition_name is not null then ':'||partition_name end ||',\'
from user_segments
where segment_type not like '%INDEX%'
and length(partition_name) <> 5 ;

***********************************************************

Kyone Yin Pyaw Pay Par - Big Bag

2010-05-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

nice song ... nice melody...

My Love - Westlife

2010-05-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

My favorite and all-time-loving song of Westlife.
It always flows nicely and cute way into my heart every time I listen to it...
cool melody... touching lyrics... yeap.. it's "My Love" ... sung by Westlife.
Enjoy!

"so i say a little prayer...
and hope my dreams will take me there....
over seas from coast to coast...
where the fields are green ...."

Where We Are - Westlife

2010-05-05T00:19:00.001+08:00

Album title song.
Also one of the songs I like from Westlife.

You are my Sunshine

2010-05-02T23:47:00.001+08:00

You're my sunshine... My Only Sunshine....
a very cute old song... Yes, it is!

谁说我不在乎 ...

2010-04-29T22:38:00.001+08:00

nice old old song...
Seems almost same age as me.... :D
shui shuo wo bu zai hu........

hao xiang ni ...

2010-04-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

Jie,

wo hao xiang ku zhe ri ji de...
mei you li... mei you kai xin ...
wo bu kai xin ...
wei shen ma ni hao jiu sheng qi wo.....

Jie... I do remember you...
Don't get angry with me anymore...
I am not naughty anymore.....
Not that I am dependent on you, but
Jie... I remember you...
Name me that I am dependent...
name me that I am very stupid and weak...
i remember you...
Pls take good care on me as before...
Com'on... elder sisters are not meant to be angry for long....

Too dizzy for today....
Gotta sleep...
wan an!

Everyone wants spoonfeed, if you can do...

2010-04-21T01:42:00.003+08:00

Too bad day ...
I really don't understand my boss at all....
I felt pity & sad for her, besides, so crossed with her....

I also had to study & learn & learn from mistakes & lots of investing time &
of course, main thing is getting lots of scoldings from you...

Why must I support to them and do every single thing they don't want to do!!!

You should stay in my place for a while, too...
It is too obvious... too clear.....

If you can do such spoonfeed things for me, I am also willing to accept...
Not only those lower-minded guys....
We also want spoonfeed...
Not only that two special and dunno-anything guys...!

I felt so painful the whole day...
Thanks Lord, I could control not to fall a single drop of tear....

She scolded me if I happened to ask some detail questions...
But the sad thing is that she never awares that those guys always come and ask me very very detailed questions which an undergrad student can even know...

I do appreciate her for scolding me, so that I did invest more time in learning as well as taking experience through mistakes & errors from testing...
Now I do own confidence with me... ( She also knows that... )
But, why must I always support to those people who do not invest anytime and who do not learn theirselves at all!!

If those two still in TW Prj, I won't go back at all...
Not that I don't want to work on TW...
I don't want to work with them....
If you want me to work, remove those two to other projects.... That's all....
So painful.. so sick....

Why you want to spoonfeed them...!
and why you trouble yourself and consuming your time for them...!
finally, I couldn't watch her doing so, then I had to involve, too...
I couldn't stay at all when I heard you say " I need your help... " to me...
Too bad.... I really can't stand strong whenever I heard those words from you....
I really can't stand strong at all whenever I heard that - no matter how I made up my mind that I won't do.......

如果你听见我这首歌 . . . . . . .

2010-04-13T01:32:00.002+08:00

如果你在寂寞的时刻却听见我这首歌.. 你眼眶是否会发热......
如果你在快乐的时刻却听见我这首歌... 你心里是否会有一点舍不得.........
你心里是否会有一点.............. ~

so far yet so close .....
hao xiang ni ...

If YOU Heard My SONG ...

2010-04-10T00:44:00.001+08:00

If you heard my song ...
a very nice song with touching lyrics...
sung by my beloved LH...
can't stop listening again and again...

姐..我好想念你

2010-03-16T02:25:00.003+08:00

姐.., 好久不见 .....
我好想念你 ...
Name me that I'm very dependent... Name me whatever...
I remember you so much...

我好想念你 ...
姐..我好想念你 ...
姐..我好想念你 ...
姐..我好想你 ..................

Wearing a Smile

2010-03-16T01:56:00.002+08:00

Translated by: Winn Mar Saw

A hearty, sincere and warm smile – yes, it's the most beautiful language and communication in the world. Just like the 'sun' or a 'bridge', a smile can spread warmth and loving-kindness to every body, can make people friendlier, and can bring in delight and happiness to people, too.

Abilities or capabilities differ as names differ; however, if a person has a sincere smile, he can spread happiness to people around him, and can get along well with people, and admired as well. A person, who walks on his journey, wearing a smile, can increase the number of friends, and moving forward, he can happily change and create his life a happier one.

One day a salesperson named Boone had to meet a customer. Even just starting conversation, the customer refused. Boone, with disappointment, went back to the company, and told his manager about that. The manager listened to him with patience. After a while, he told Bonne, "You may want to try one more time; please change your mind when you go. Always remember to have the habit of wearing a smile. With your sincere smile, make the customer moved and touched. Only then the customer will find your friendliness and kindness."

The next day, as advised by his manager, Boone went to meet the customer again, with a very active, happy and sincere smile on his face. As a result, finally, his smile and active mood with happiness was spread to the customer, and finally he managed to get an agreement to sign the contract with him.

From that time on, Boone has tried of bringing and sharing his smile to his own family, too.

Although he has been married for 18 years, due to his busy working schedule and duties, Boone was absent of his responsibilities to his lovely wife, and he seldom gave a smile to her, too. Later that day onwards, Bonnie, as soon as he woke up, tried as the first thing to look into the mirror and smile. After that, he greeted his wife warmly with a smile and sit down together for breakfast. At first, his wife was surprised as well as excited and glad. After two weeks had passed over, Boone felt that their married life was warmer than ever within the past two years.

From that time on, Boone spread his smile everywhere. Going to office, he smiled at the staff around the lift. At restaurants, he stretched his smile to the cook and waiters. During office hours, he shared his smile to colleagues. What's more, he never forgot to give a greeting with smile to strangers. He noticed that while giving a smile to others, he also got back a smile from them in return. As time went on, Boone's business was greatly improved, incomes doubled, and more successful. Simple and sincere smile brought him prosperity as well as happiness.

Absolutely, to spread happiness to people around, a person's smile has to come from the middle of his heart.

Smile, like warm air in the spring, can make people warm.

Smile, like the sun in the winter, can melt people's hard mind.

Smile – it's a silent language.

Smile – is a beautiful communication.

Smile can make honesty appear on the face.

Smile is a non-withering flower. It can blossom anytime anywhere – regardless of place or weather. The purer the soul, the prettier and shiny the smile can bloom. Sharing a smile to someone can create respect, trust and have a better understanding with each other. If a smile is stretched out everywhere on this earth, we can have a better world. Spread a smile everywhere; good luck and happiness will follow you for sure!

Translated by : Winn Mar Saw

Reference: [ 微笑營造幸福 - http://www.minghui-school.org/school/article/2008/3/6/69505.html

http://www.99sanay.com/2010/03/blog-post.html

Sunset

2010-02-16T23:10:00.003+08:00

some random shots taken with my mobile...

some quick shots - 13 FEB 2010

2010-02-14T00:57:00.001+08:00

Clouds and cute cute sky ~ 29 JAN 2010

2010-01-30T23:35:00.004+08:00

Clouds and cute cute sky ~ 29 JAN 2010

It was a sunny day afternoon, and I happened to take some shots while waiting for cab to go to customer's site for support.

Blue Blue Sky & Cute Cute Clouds ~ 23 01 2010

2010-01-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

taken around 5pm... in front of my room...
so so blue sky with so cute white clouds ...
I wished I could play with them...

10 Qs

2010-01-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

1. 智商(IQ) - Intelligence Quotient

2. 情商（EQ）- Emotional Intelligence Quotient

3. 逆商（AQ）- Adversity Intelligence Quotient

4. 德商（MQ）- Moral Intelligence Quotient

5. 胆商(DQ) - Daring Intelligence Quotient

6. 财商（FQ）- Financial Intelligence Quotient

7. 心商(MQ) - Mental Intelligence Quotient

8. 志商（WQ）- Will Intelligence Quotient

9. 灵商(SQ) - Spiritual Intelligence Quotient

10.健商（HQ）- Health Intelligence Quotient

Ref: Source Here : 成功需要“十商”

Gypsy - Translation

2010-01-09T16:39:00.001+08:00

Raw Translation ( Minn Khite Soe San's poem)

2010-01-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

happy new year, 2010! :)

2010-01-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

It was a happy day indeed for me... since I woke up...
Hearing the sound of sms, I woke up... Lazy to wake up, but.. it's quite late in the morning already ( around 10.45 am) .. so.. yeah, I got up from bed, and went to get my mobile to read sms...
Thought it might be a new year wish sms from some friend(s), but
I didn't expect that it would be from my beloved sister/friend...
I felt shocked and surprised when I checked the sender's name...
Even after reading, I couldn't believe my eyes, since I thought I wouldn't be in the list of people she (my solely beloved sister/friend) would send new year wishes to...
Xie xie ni, Jie .... I love you so... Thank you for the remembrance...
Thanks for the sms... It really made my whole day filled with delight....
I miss you so..., but I didn't expect that you would remember me to send new year wishes...
Oh, Lord..., have a happy and safe new year, please!
To my beloved sister, to me, and to all people around the world...!!
HAPPY 2-0-1-0 !!!
Cheers.

想 飞到 那 最高 最远 最洒脱 ...

a memorable moment

Happy Birthday, my Beloved Sister!!!

Why people wanna be curious and steal others' things?

Leo horoscope for Oct 22 2011

Leo Daily Horoscope for Android - 07 Oct 2011

Sep 27 2011 - Leo Horoscope

Sep 26 2011 - Leo Horoscope

Wang Lee Hom & Jane Zhang - 另一个天堂 ( Ling Yi Ge Tian Tang )

Leo Aug 16 2011 - Daily Horoscope for Android

You'll be in my heart - Masayuki Sakamoto - Japanese Version

donna toki mo.... sou sa, You'll be in my heart.... kawaranu kokoro... itsu itsumade mo..... woooo wooooo You'll be in my heart.... (itsumo kokoro ni....) kimi no egao... (ikiteru) kono mune ni.. (daite itsumo)....

---

... The lyrics are so cute that I love it even more than Phil Collins' original...

26

I Miss You Like Crazy

" that's so cool :) "

Fool Again

Clenched Soul

14th July '11

Safe

Unforgettable Day: 07-07 '11

In a Drizzling Day... IMYS...

A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson's style

xiang nian ni

20 Memorable Moments - Part II

To Be with YOU...

An Unforgettable Evening at Office - 24th June '11

Walking In The Rain - A1 (Chipmunks version)

月亮代表我的心

with the whole heart, i love you this big

張洪量- 你知道我在等你嗎?

Short Diary - June 09, 2011

I LOVE U PENN!!

Leo horoscope for Jun 7 2011

yearning

姐，我好想你。。。

两年了。。好久不见。。

其实。。两年的圣诞。。。我们 真的不可以见面 来圣诞吗？。。想念你。。

Some Prayers

I Love You This Big - Scotty McCreery

Quotable Speech (from Commencement Address at Harvard University)

Leo horoscope for May 30 2011

Quote of the month

Leo horoscope for May 26 2011

MaHarMuNi Prayer

Production Support Ladies and Shang Hai Branch

Peaceful Sunday

For me to note ... for me to keep on

The More Loving One - W.H. Auden

I Do Apologize - Aung La (ေတာင္းပန္ပါတယ္)

Difficult to..

安静- Jay Chou Jie Lun (周杰伦)

Down with Flu..

Unhappy Environment, unhappy state

Rude Flat-owner family...

Miss you, sister!

Thief existing in this current flat I stay

Can't Believe.. Still I couldn't believe.

How Could I Know

The Great Shwedagon

Not fair..

Happy New Year 2011!

有没有一首歌 会让你想起我 - 周华健

Goodbye, 2010! and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!

Happy Birthday, Jie Jie!

Raw Translation of Minn Khite Soe San's Myanmar Poem

SOLO people

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

Food Robbers or Thieves ...

August again!

Race Against Cancer - 04 July 2010

07-07

jie ...

20 Memorable Moments

Quote

take it easy!

Crazy for Samsung i9000 Galaxy S

Star-Lover - Raw Translation

王光良+江美琪 對你有感覺

想飞到那最高最远最洒脱 ...

donna toki mo.... sou sa, You'll be in my heart....
kawaranu kokoro... itsu itsumade mo..... woooo wooooo
You'll be in my heart.... (itsumo kokoro ni....)
kimi no egao... (ikiteru)
kono mune ni.. (daite itsumo)....

其实。。两年的圣诞。。。我们真的不可以见面来圣诞吗？。。想念你。。

有没有一首歌会让你想起我 - 周华健

王光良+江美琪對你有感覺